Friday, November 5, 2010
a plain world
i have a qns.
wud IPhone n Blackberry...
be like Intel and AMD..
everywhere i go, i'll c Iphone this. Iphone that.
it does bother me.
r we copycats?
wudnt it make the world a plain world.
if everyone does the same ting.
Friday, October 8, 2010
possibilty
come to tink abt it. i am.
maybe becuz i am close to finding answers to my qns.
ever since it was introduced to me 2yrs back.
she watched me afar.
asked me abt a book i'm reading..
THE TRUTH ABOUT MARKETS
by JOHN KAY..
n we started on a conversation.
honestly.
i dont know where i am leading into.
i hav loads of interest.
History, Economics, Computer Sci (Info Security), Electronics.
i'm a nerd tat just fancies tings dat has loads of content.
i want to implement a technology dat wud benifit the community.
i also want to be able to understand what politicians r blabbering abt.
i wanna have a portfolio.
i know something.
if u go into something u r interested in, u will be happier.
mum gav a suggestion.
just maybe.. i'll get a career in the financial sector.
taking IT and anything computer as a hobby.
hmms. dats a possibility.
Monday, October 4, 2010
House
Saturday, October 2, 2010
hehehe
3 books i'm recently reading.
all of them r written by executives dat r been there done tat.
executives dat does tings dat r juz unbothered by the normal citizen.
Who creates the price of things we buy?
We always wanted money in our pockets, but why are we spending it on luxury?
Why do you want to be in a business, if you assume there will never be a loss.
Why study, when raising your promotion n income depends on ur value to the company?
Why do we adore people, who hasnt achieved it, but only talked about it?
I read an extract frm a particular paper.
You sell or promote a service/product.
But do you know you're making ppl whom you never know, to be as rich as you?
Who manufactures the product?
Who transports your product?
The income you get from the sale, you buy other products etc. food, clothes.
Who provides the element ingredients in your product? Supplier?
Every country has a tax to it.
Your product that you buy, your income, the company that provides you the product has tax.
The writer calls it, One Millionaire, just made another 5 Millionaires.
If you going to work, n other people is going to profit from it..
getting the money that you earn selling / promoting a service/product..
what if they dont sweat as much as you do?
wouldnt it sound stupid?
I was talking to the gf recently.
I want to know what the opposition parties can do.
Can i see the opposition follow from their western counterparts n stop shooting.
There is one rule which i remember LKW mentioning.
you want a say in the govt.
get yourself voted first.
citizens arent dumb. what they see, they judge.
you dont need to be voted first, to show what you can do.
Have you listen to a opposition laying down credentials n tings that their teammates been there done that?
All you listen r just, Dont support. Their policy r fraud.
C'mon, we already know you oppose them. Isnt that obvious?
The US has the Democractic n Republicans.
Each state, have their own supporters n oppositions.
Every issue that passes thru that state, the supporters n oppositions talk abt them.
because it has sumting to do with that state.
it makes the citizens in their state, who is better in value.
Months of experience knowing the value of sumone, is waaaay better than hours of promoting.
oya, i chged my blog.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
alhamdulillah
LOCATION TAMPINES AVE 4.
the first ting in my head
"siol uh. tkde lagik jauh pe. changi ke, cck ke, tuas ke"
ALPHA 211 ALPHA 211 TO CTRL
PROCEEDING TO TAMPINES AVE 4
CASE OF....
"reading the callsheet...."
CASE OF MATERNITY
Rojer....
"siol. kakak ni nk salin, hantar alpha jauh2. terbiat pe ctrl"
... fastforward the boring part...
the little guy cant wait to see the world, or rather the ambulance.
we hav to perform maternity procedure, on the double.
i'm obviously da blur, nk kasi benda2 kat pm.
first maternity case pe.
its a boy niwae.
i'm like tinking.
alhamdullillah, aku dpt menolong dlm situasi yg mulia.
blah blah.
reachd there.
i tot i heard the doctor sae...
"gd. the difficult part finish. " blei gituk? lols.
then... the part i hate abt medic life.
cleaning n recovering the alpha. muahahaha.
da tadi puji2. da mula keji. haha.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
malam raya duty
haha.
ohh well.
its a phase every sgporean boy has to go thru.
except dat he will b goin there extended.
hav fun cuz. i aint sarcastic.
i'm goin to giv a appt a miss.
its best i jz miss it.
buat dosa je aku dtg. ahahaaha.
i m a hypocrite wen it comes to dat thingy.
everyone is. on dat dae.
probably if mahathir knows abt it, he'll be talkin n blabing abt jym. hahaha.
few days away frm raya.
weee.
oya, i'm workin on malam raya.
how fun. hahaha.
i'm goin to be in a hapy duper mood dat duty.
been dreamin n day-dreamin abt my personal studio.
n the perfect resume.
insya'allah if my biz n studies work out smoothly.
2012 march 8 will be the day i step in to my studio.
wen i ord laaar. muahahahha.
yela, mahathir kn da kuar. kn kn kn.
i'm so jelous of my cuz taus.
i tink i gaining composure n confidence unda pressure.
i nid more cases.
n patient paramedics.
w time. surely.
everything dat happens, god knows it will happen.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
portfolio
my own studio.
i wan to include sum gadgets in my studio.
1)Two workstations, one for a designer, another for a programmer.
2)My own IP
3)My own servers. HTML n POP3 included.
4)Printer.
5)A v v v wide table for meetings n brainstorming activities.
6)Another personal computer to play n play.
I want to expand my knowledge in programming.
I want to start my portfolio.
Weeeeee.
Saturday, August 14, 2010
matrix
a solution to all ur problems.
u dun hav to work.
where wud all the innovation n entrepreneurship.
if everyone is just rushing to partner each oder to sell.
hu wud eventually buy.
will the world walk towards a bubble.
imagine a life where everywhere is a shop.
everyone wans to be rich.
stable.
have the latest advanced innovation n technology.
r we goin to b just models u find at displays?
where we wud jz wear wadever is new.
nw is the fasting mth.
do u really reflect on why u nid to fast.
or do u grumble on the purpose of fasting.
as i grew day by day.
i realise i becoming more silent.
just observing everythg around me.
as if i'm a plane dat passes thru clouds.
there is a favorite ting i love to do wen i pick up the gf frm werk.
i'll jz stand in the centre of a pathway, undergrnd.
i juz observe ppl walkng arnd me.
as if i am in the matrix.
Friday, August 6, 2010
raya fear
i choose my frens.
n those i wud giler with.
it leaves me w one fear.
nt having a raya hangout during raya aidilfitri.
every yr wen ramadhan comes, a fear comes to me.
will i be invited to keluar raya w frens.
or jz allow raya to pass me by, like how other bulan hijrah pass by.
gd news is, i hav 17days off during raya.
none of dem, i'll be on standby. (so i wun be called back. weeheee)
n another 10days, half-days (considering i'm workin onli 14hrs/day)
a senior asked for a whole wk off(including sum exchanges of shifts)
melampau. haha.
told mum, i wanna a low-key tis yr.
its the maaf-in dat matters.
i wanna meet 'guest' n personally sae sorry to him.
it bothers me, dat he hates me. n i dunt noe him.
hmms.
aniways, ramadhan is v v v near.
i wud realli try nt to be so ON during my duty.
it wud b veri ironic for a medic to faint. lol.
Monday, July 26, 2010
why
for years, i have my fair share of enemies n spammers.
ppl hu juz dont get along w my attitude.
bt i'll make tis hate msg an exception.
whoever you are,
obviously you hate me for some reason.
i'll juz write down some facts aite.
1) I dont have contact to any sirs, or enciks for the past three wks. so how to angkat?
2) I dont see any reason to sabo. I dont hate nobody at camp.
3) I dont go to camp last wk. Where i go, check ur sources first.
4)The computer you are using is a family pc, powered by singnet. No credit card transaction was done over the internet, hence i cant trace who exactly are you.
5) None of my ns friends know about my blog. Anyone who are connected are either Dz, Eyn, Hilmi, Asri, Fiqah, or friends of them.
You went on and on expressing ur hatred for me. I'll not reply to ur childish old-skwel swears. I believe everything has a reason that happens. Right now, i am asking.
Why are you doing this?
What do you get in swearing?
For months, i dont really have time for friends and family, ns took alot of my time. I suppose you hated me, and what happen in ns has nothing to do with it. If there's something that you aint happy, why even bother reading this blog.
I could just delete my shoutbox, avoiding whats really going on. But i wont. Because you deserve to be heard. You hate me for a reason that i totally dont know. My friends are few, none knows what happened. So right now, i'm listening.
Why are you doing this?
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
random
My body and mind are tired living in surroundings that works in clockwork. A mind should be allowed to expand and explore imagination, to develop ideas and dreams. It shouldnt think solutions to problems and stress that just never ends.
My ideal life involves me having a consensual and pleasant commitment in studies, exploring new places and time with the family. It should only involve little, if not no commitment in working. But of course, if i would work, it should only involve taking full advantage of my abilities and background. It shouldnt be me committing in selling someone's idea and me having high gains.
Soon, i will end my silence from the surroundings. When the day comes, i will live my ideal life. Insya'allah, family and individual happiness would follow.
There is a theory that i am observing from my surroundings. A senior sales trainer once tell me, the easiest group are the richest to handle. They dont talk much. It is usually the middle class who would talk and talk. Find 100 Billionaires, 100 Multi-Millionaires and another Just-Reached Millionaires. It would be easier to write a list on the Just-Reached Millionaires, becuase they are more popular. How are they popular, they talk more. Not surprisingly, its the Just Reached Millionaires that talks more. And most of the 'talkers', wants you to follow their advice, related or unrelated somehow would give back to them. Imagine this.
A millionaire has 1000 students. He profits $1000 from each student. And he raises the mood of all his students to give more, and talk and talk that they will be millionaires like him too. Theoritically, if each student has another 1000 students, that means, the next generation has to be 1,000,000. Ever heard a talker becoming a multi-millionaire? Hmms.
Saturday, June 12, 2010
reflections after a wk
i have training 8am to 5pm everyday.
meet the gf for a great dinner after dat.
n i have more tym to read on my study notes.
i do noe wads going to be my vocation.
but after 5wks, i'm uncertain abt my time commitment.
i dont noe wich unit or shift i'm allocated to.
i also unsure if i shud declare i'm taking my final exams nxt yr.
or i cud jz wait another yr.
it isnt a problem niwae. just a thought wich i going to leave for nxt yr.
tis vocation jz reminded me of my past cca at skwel.
wen i wud assist in sound management.
run here run there. fast but professional.
where problems cud be anythg. n u hav protocols to follow.
hmms.
here's my catchphrase.
"sir, i'm pte azeez from scdf. i'm here to assist you in any way i can until we send you to the nearest hospital"
chey. hahaha.
Saturday, May 29, 2010
life
i'm sure hq has their reasons why i'm nt selected.
oc explained. hq hav selected every ns boy, which vocations dey wud go n all.
dey alreadi selected before we even had our enlistment.
honestly, it make me feel intimidated.
knowing, i wan to be sumone, which my cousins or friends had.
so yeah, it sucks.
gf started werking.
near siglap centre.
i'll pray she'll be happy working there n fulfill her desires once there.
she chose a manual-driving path, n i'll support her.
just dont stop. :)
the cuzzin had approached me abt biz.
hmms.
if onli i cn share w him sum ideas i had.
i hav to be disciplined.
i'll show him once my research is done. amin.
Saturday, May 22, 2010
graduation
nt much pixs, 'cuz of camp.
but hey. i'm glad i out.
pop in 2wks.
aiming for a life-saving vocation.
"Sir, Sir, are you OKay??"
going to sae dat line more often in 8wks time.
maybe i nid a new blogskin.
anyway, peeps n friends yg terlupa,
my vocation trng after pop is a 8-5 ting.
so i wud be free everyday in 2 wks. wooohooo.
Friday, May 7, 2010
there was a selfish reason why i aint chosen.
one wk i had to go counselling.
i'll jz quote some of his words.
'if you're facing past problems/fears nw, it isnt a problem, but an opportunity given by current situations to face ur problems/fears to be a better man'
'let say you have 100problems/fears, you have to die2 face 20, its going to be hell now, but in the future hell wouldnt be that worse as before'
so yeah. it sux.
Saturday, April 24, 2010
wow
| Big Five Test Results |
| Extroversion (46%) medium which suggests you average somewhere in between being assertive and social and being withdrawn and solitary. Accommodation (78%) high which suggests you are overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense too often of your own individual development (martyr complex). Orderliness (74%) high which suggests you are overly organized, neat, structured and restrained at the expense too often of flexibility, variety, spontaneity, and fun. Emotional Stability (60%) moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic. Inquisitiveness (84%) very high which suggests you are extremely intellectual, curious, imaginative but possibly not very practical. |
personality tests by similarminds.com
Saturday, April 10, 2010
vocation
surely, our rship will be revealed n blessed by everyone in the family.
amin.
there r changes to town area.
it makes me feel un-informed n un-sgporean.
hmms. i'll hav time to explore sgpore better.
abt time.
friends. cousins. relatives. everyone.
i do observe i have suddenly went awol on u guys.
but realli, my schedule at tis present time is booked.
my priorities - ns, studies, rship w parents n gf - took alot of my time.
as u noe me, i will ensure i keep to my word.
i'll mit u guys surely.
dats being said. i jz wanna shoutout sumthg.
to fellow bunkmates.
c'mon la, it isnt like u cnt choose wad vocation u kena.
n stop comparing a vocation w another, according to money n benifits.
realli, it is damn annoying.
materialistic bastards.
Friday, April 2, 2010
smile
accompanied sumone to a majlis.
terpaksa wear baju batik, i loike the shirt.
i jz dun hav the interest to wear it ytdae.
ouh well.
anw, the main content i wanna talk abt.
is dat, prophet mohammad gives advise to how to avoid conflict w people.
n one of the advise is, to randomly n always giv salam n smile.
including those u dont know.
it reminds me of the smiling campaign sgpore is promoting.
so the ustaz go on n on abt the consequences of giving salam.
scientifically, if sumone smiles at u, its kinda natural to reply w a smile.
religiously, salam is a doa for the other person.
so if u salam the other person. wen he/she replies, u got urself a doa.
so peeps. smile.
Thursday, April 1, 2010
beauty
wen my bunk-mates did sumthg stupid. haha.
i'm like tinking.. hmms. wud tis incident cause a tiny break in our bond.
however, it juz makes our bond closer.
there wasnt a back-stabbing.
no finger-pointing.
there's absolutely maturity in my bunkmates.
camp makes me appreciate my lady better.
she's patiently waiting every weekend for my bookout.
my frens saw her.
two of dem commented she's a beauty.
humbly, she doesnt tink so.
n i had a april fool joke on her. she's so binget. cuteness.
i break my mental 'comfort zone'.
twice.
during my 2.4km wich i clocked 10mins35secs.
n a particular inspection. 'i really tot i going to die in there' hahaha.
it jz makes myself a stronger person. n i getting stronger.
nt jz physically n mentally. but emotionally as well. amin.
there r two badges i'm fighting for.
n i going to get it after ptp. amin.
ouh abt the russia bombings.
i support their cause.
but do they really have to bomb innocent lives jz for revenge?
jz to let the world noe 'hey, my territory is suffering!!!'
c'mon islam teaches maturity n patience.
