cnt believed sumone go in liows.
haha.
ohh well.
its a phase every sgporean boy has to go thru.
except dat he will b goin there extended.
hav fun cuz. i aint sarcastic.
i'm goin to giv a appt a miss.
its best i jz miss it.
buat dosa je aku dtg. ahahaaha.
i m a hypocrite wen it comes to dat thingy.
everyone is. on dat dae.
probably if mahathir knows abt it, he'll be talkin n blabing abt jym. hahaha.
few days away frm raya.
weee.
oya, i'm workin on malam raya.
how fun. hahaha.
i'm goin to be in a hapy duper mood dat duty.
been dreamin n day-dreamin abt my personal studio.
n the perfect resume.
insya'allah if my biz n studies work out smoothly.
2012 march 8 will be the day i step in to my studio.
wen i ord laaar. muahahahha.
yela, mahathir kn da kuar. kn kn kn.
i'm so jelous of my cuz taus.
i tink i gaining composure n confidence unda pressure.
i nid more cases.
n patient paramedics.
w time. surely.
everything dat happens, god knows it will happen.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
portfolio
i wan to rent my own place.
my own studio.
i wan to include sum gadgets in my studio.
1)Two workstations, one for a designer, another for a programmer.
2)My own IP
3)My own servers. HTML n POP3 included.
4)Printer.
5)A v v v wide table for meetings n brainstorming activities.
6)Another personal computer to play n play.
I want to expand my knowledge in programming.
I want to start my portfolio.
Weeeeee.
my own studio.
i wan to include sum gadgets in my studio.
1)Two workstations, one for a designer, another for a programmer.
2)My own IP
3)My own servers. HTML n POP3 included.
4)Printer.
5)A v v v wide table for meetings n brainstorming activities.
6)Another personal computer to play n play.
I want to expand my knowledge in programming.
I want to start my portfolio.
Weeeeee.
Saturday, August 14, 2010
matrix
imagine a life where everything is done for u.
a solution to all ur problems.
u dun hav to work.
where wud all the innovation n entrepreneurship.
if everyone is just rushing to partner each oder to sell.
hu wud eventually buy.
will the world walk towards a bubble.
imagine a life where everywhere is a shop.
everyone wans to be rich.
stable.
have the latest advanced innovation n technology.
r we goin to b just models u find at displays?
where we wud jz wear wadever is new.
nw is the fasting mth.
do u really reflect on why u nid to fast.
or do u grumble on the purpose of fasting.
as i grew day by day.
i realise i becoming more silent.
just observing everythg around me.
as if i'm a plane dat passes thru clouds.
there is a favorite ting i love to do wen i pick up the gf frm werk.
i'll jz stand in the centre of a pathway, undergrnd.
i juz observe ppl walkng arnd me.
as if i am in the matrix.
a solution to all ur problems.
u dun hav to work.
where wud all the innovation n entrepreneurship.
if everyone is just rushing to partner each oder to sell.
hu wud eventually buy.
will the world walk towards a bubble.
imagine a life where everywhere is a shop.
everyone wans to be rich.
stable.
have the latest advanced innovation n technology.
r we goin to b just models u find at displays?
where we wud jz wear wadever is new.
nw is the fasting mth.
do u really reflect on why u nid to fast.
or do u grumble on the purpose of fasting.
as i grew day by day.
i realise i becoming more silent.
just observing everythg around me.
as if i'm a plane dat passes thru clouds.
there is a favorite ting i love to do wen i pick up the gf frm werk.
i'll jz stand in the centre of a pathway, undergrnd.
i juz observe ppl walkng arnd me.
as if i am in the matrix.
Friday, August 6, 2010
raya fear
i hav a bad habit.
i choose my frens.
n those i wud giler with.
it leaves me w one fear.
nt having a raya hangout during raya aidilfitri.
every yr wen ramadhan comes, a fear comes to me.
will i be invited to keluar raya w frens.
or jz allow raya to pass me by, like how other bulan hijrah pass by.
gd news is, i hav 17days off during raya.
none of dem, i'll be on standby. (so i wun be called back. weeheee)
n another 10days, half-days (considering i'm workin onli 14hrs/day)
a senior asked for a whole wk off(including sum exchanges of shifts)
melampau. haha.
told mum, i wanna a low-key tis yr.
its the maaf-in dat matters.
i wanna meet 'guest' n personally sae sorry to him.
it bothers me, dat he hates me. n i dunt noe him.
hmms.
aniways, ramadhan is v v v near.
i wud realli try nt to be so ON during my duty.
it wud b veri ironic for a medic to faint. lol.
i choose my frens.
n those i wud giler with.
it leaves me w one fear.
nt having a raya hangout during raya aidilfitri.
every yr wen ramadhan comes, a fear comes to me.
will i be invited to keluar raya w frens.
or jz allow raya to pass me by, like how other bulan hijrah pass by.
gd news is, i hav 17days off during raya.
none of dem, i'll be on standby. (so i wun be called back. weeheee)
n another 10days, half-days (considering i'm workin onli 14hrs/day)
a senior asked for a whole wk off(including sum exchanges of shifts)
melampau. haha.
told mum, i wanna a low-key tis yr.
its the maaf-in dat matters.
i wanna meet 'guest' n personally sae sorry to him.
it bothers me, dat he hates me. n i dunt noe him.
hmms.
aniways, ramadhan is v v v near.
i wud realli try nt to be so ON during my duty.
it wud b veri ironic for a medic to faint. lol.
Monday, July 26, 2010
why
never do i believe in replying to hate msgs.
for years, i have my fair share of enemies n spammers.
ppl hu juz dont get along w my attitude.
bt i'll make tis hate msg an exception.
whoever you are,
obviously you hate me for some reason.
i'll juz write down some facts aite.
1) I dont have contact to any sirs, or enciks for the past three wks. so how to angkat?
2) I dont see any reason to sabo. I dont hate nobody at camp.
3) I dont go to camp last wk. Where i go, check ur sources first.
4)The computer you are using is a family pc, powered by singnet. No credit card transaction was done over the internet, hence i cant trace who exactly are you.
5) None of my ns friends know about my blog. Anyone who are connected are either Dz, Eyn, Hilmi, Asri, Fiqah, or friends of them.
You went on and on expressing ur hatred for me. I'll not reply to ur childish old-skwel swears. I believe everything has a reason that happens. Right now, i am asking.
Why are you doing this?
What do you get in swearing?
For months, i dont really have time for friends and family, ns took alot of my time. I suppose you hated me, and what happen in ns has nothing to do with it. If there's something that you aint happy, why even bother reading this blog.
I could just delete my shoutbox, avoiding whats really going on. But i wont. Because you deserve to be heard. You hate me for a reason that i totally dont know. My friends are few, none knows what happened. So right now, i'm listening.
Why are you doing this?
for years, i have my fair share of enemies n spammers.
ppl hu juz dont get along w my attitude.
bt i'll make tis hate msg an exception.
whoever you are,
obviously you hate me for some reason.
i'll juz write down some facts aite.
1) I dont have contact to any sirs, or enciks for the past three wks. so how to angkat?
2) I dont see any reason to sabo. I dont hate nobody at camp.
3) I dont go to camp last wk. Where i go, check ur sources first.
4)The computer you are using is a family pc, powered by singnet. No credit card transaction was done over the internet, hence i cant trace who exactly are you.
5) None of my ns friends know about my blog. Anyone who are connected are either Dz, Eyn, Hilmi, Asri, Fiqah, or friends of them.
You went on and on expressing ur hatred for me. I'll not reply to ur childish old-skwel swears. I believe everything has a reason that happens. Right now, i am asking.
Why are you doing this?
What do you get in swearing?
For months, i dont really have time for friends and family, ns took alot of my time. I suppose you hated me, and what happen in ns has nothing to do with it. If there's something that you aint happy, why even bother reading this blog.
I could just delete my shoutbox, avoiding whats really going on. But i wont. Because you deserve to be heard. You hate me for a reason that i totally dont know. My friends are few, none knows what happened. So right now, i'm listening.
Why are you doing this?
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
random
My body and mind are tired living in surroundings that works in clockwork. A mind should be allowed to expand and explore imagination, to develop ideas and dreams. It shouldnt think solutions to problems and stress that just never ends.
My ideal life involves me having a consensual and pleasant commitment in studies, exploring new places and time with the family. It should only involve little, if not no commitment in working. But of course, if i would work, it should only involve taking full advantage of my abilities and background. It shouldnt be me committing in selling someone's idea and me having high gains.
Soon, i will end my silence from the surroundings. When the day comes, i will live my ideal life. Insya'allah, family and individual happiness would follow.
There is a theory that i am observing from my surroundings. A senior sales trainer once tell me, the easiest group are the richest to handle. They dont talk much. It is usually the middle class who would talk and talk. Find 100 Billionaires, 100 Multi-Millionaires and another Just-Reached Millionaires. It would be easier to write a list on the Just-Reached Millionaires, becuase they are more popular. How are they popular, they talk more. Not surprisingly, its the Just Reached Millionaires that talks more. And most of the 'talkers', wants you to follow their advice, related or unrelated somehow would give back to them. Imagine this.
A millionaire has 1000 students. He profits $1000 from each student. And he raises the mood of all his students to give more, and talk and talk that they will be millionaires like him too. Theoritically, if each student has another 1000 students, that means, the next generation has to be 1,000,000. Ever heard a talker becoming a multi-millionaire? Hmms.
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