craziness.
biolness.

e days i wud spend hours n days w the circle of friends.
ppl come n go.
but the main peeps stay.

i'm afraid tings wudnt be dat close.
like my friendships w others.
we maintained our ties for at least 3yrs nw.

sentosa was our recent outing.
cud we spend another one, before aidilfitri.
ouh pls.

eyn was right abt sumthg.
it does come w age i suppose.
maybe bcuz we hardly meet. hmms.
schedules always clashing.

just worried abt march 9.
wad wud b my outcome there.
most of the pessimist ones, was like sayin its difficult.
usually, dey arent the semangat ones.
the other optimist ones.
was like saying it is a phase every guy will pass by.
its up to the individual to assess the situation.
there r sum warnings by peeps, wich kinda doesnt agree w wad i observe.
1)2 peeps was a undergrad while in ns.
2)peeps goin thru ptp, does become sergeant.
3)a jc guy, passed napha, became a corporal.
4)2 spectacled guys became firefighters. sumone say firefigters r the "abg2 ones"

i once asked a army interviewer.
i once wnted to sign on. family reasons, i dont.
quote "wad u r selected to be in, are determined by ur qualifications, IQ, physical"
azril once mentioned too
"before u go ns, the peeps inside already recognize hu wud be the sergeants."

those hu says its tough, r the ones hu tk smngt.
those hu says its managable, r the ones hu smngt.
lucky, most of my peeps r the smngt ones. MOST.

of course, its better if i go in myself n experience.

i'm just disappointed in some ppl hu lied to me, just to make themselves feel superior. esp wen dey noe i wont find out. n wen dey r close to me.