cari pasal

day in day out.
instructors are getting more stricter.
n its obvious dat dey r 'cari pasal' n finding reason to pump us.

suddenly, everyone cooperate.
lol.


there r juz sum peeps hu dont commit.
really. it is irritating.
niwaes. we jz do wad we can. :)


p/s. sory darling i didnt charge my hp before i book-in.
its really my fault we dont talk much at night.
i'm sorry.
wadever happens, i'll be there for you.

ns

had a taste of scdf national service..
there r just two tings i nid to work on,
1)physical fitness
2)constant rushing a.k.a. regimentation
there r advantages n disadvantages of being in scdf.
i cnt disclose much here. hmms.

in the train otw there. i onli tink of a few tings.
1)mum n dad.
2)yana
3)studies. current n future.
4)cuzzins n friends.
i was in a state of shock the entire time.
but i jz rmb one ting many peeps told me.
"jz do wad is instructed. n everything will be smooth"

anw.
i'm in national service. alpha alpha go go go.

techno

mum wans to surprise w a prayer.
its sumthg she's gd at.
but hmms mum, it isnt a surprise.
if u ask me to buy 2kg of noodles, n 1kg of daging kisar.
p/s. i loooove daging kisar.
the gf loves ikan bilis.
wink wink, if u wanna pujuk either one of us, u noe wad to include.

so i was just doing the onli ting u cud do in a prayer.
just allow ur mind to randomly tink.
n the question was screaming at me.
"NS is coming in 4 days, wads ur plan after that?"

n sumhow it diverts to my infocomm security ting, dat i'm obsessed with.
i cn like play die hard 4.0 a billion times.
programming. embedded systems.
YUUUMMMYYYYYY.
orite, i'm nuts.
n i'm jz reflecting on the technology.
hp. tv. internet. remote-control. anythg dat has current in it.
wen i'm young, having hp is like wearing G2000.
cool stuff, but its nt popular bcuz its expensive.
i dun realli take email, to send personal messages.
bcuz i noe many peeps hu wudnt read messages on hourly periods.
or even read their inboxs.
but just imagine u take email, as if u take it like sms.
n u use video-conferencing wen u talk to anyone.
wud laptop or smart phones conquer n replace the old-skwel telephone line.
i noe my ex-boss frm my attachment workplace.
hu doesnt hav a telephone in his office-rm.
so, if u wanna ctct him, call him at his hp.
although u are just 3 doors away. weird uh.
anyway, i remembered there is such ting as video-conferencing.
during my primary skwel days. dat is before 2000.
so it is interesting dat webcam-conferencing is suddenly hot.
lecturers blame it on 'nt many programmers noe how to do it'.

of cuz, it makes me thinkin.
how abt the other subjects.
those i wanted soo much.
sumthg dat i'm studying nw.

hmms. i'll answer tis, wen tis yr ends.

sands

tear escaped my eyes.
knowing i cnt do sumthg to sumone i loved.
i may nt noe dat sumone well. but she's sumone.
my heart dropped wen mum wun allow.

insya'allah.. i'll be allowd to do it to sumone i loved.

frm the sand we r created, to the sands we will return.


p/s. don. i'm glad n proud u moved on.
if u're happi w her, den continue.
wad i told ya dahulu, i juz wanna protect ya. dont wanna get hurt.
i'm glad a personal dream was fulfilled today.

p/s. dz. congrats on passin ur fyp.
tell me if u passed ur modules k. we can enjoysing..

craziness.
biolness.

e days i wud spend hours n days w the circle of friends.
ppl come n go.
but the main peeps stay.

i'm afraid tings wudnt be dat close.
like my friendships w others.
we maintained our ties for at least 3yrs nw.

sentosa was our recent outing.
cud we spend another one, before aidilfitri.
ouh pls.

eyn was right abt sumthg.
it does come w age i suppose.
maybe bcuz we hardly meet. hmms.
schedules always clashing.

just worried abt march 9.
wad wud b my outcome there.
most of the pessimist ones, was like sayin its difficult.
usually, dey arent the semangat ones.
the other optimist ones.
was like saying it is a phase every guy will pass by.
its up to the individual to assess the situation.
there r sum warnings by peeps, wich kinda doesnt agree w wad i observe.
1)2 peeps was a undergrad while in ns.
2)peeps goin thru ptp, does become sergeant.
3)a jc guy, passed napha, became a corporal.
4)2 spectacled guys became firefighters. sumone say firefigters r the "abg2 ones"

i once asked a army interviewer.
i once wnted to sign on. family reasons, i dont.
quote "wad u r selected to be in, are determined by ur qualifications, IQ, physical"
azril once mentioned too
"before u go ns, the peeps inside already recognize hu wud be the sergeants."

those hu says its tough, r the ones hu tk smngt.
those hu says its managable, r the ones hu smngt.
lucky, most of my peeps r the smngt ones. MOST.

of course, its better if i go in myself n experience.

i'm just disappointed in some ppl hu lied to me, just to make themselves feel superior. esp wen dey noe i wont find out. n wen dey r close to me.

me bored.
me sians.
me tired.
me kpala-da-stone.
i'm at temasek poly nw. for wad? hmms. dont know.
woke up, n saw the word temasek poly above the notice board.
maybe its e drug the gf tried ytdae. lol.

haha. i lied.
obviously. like urm.. Du'uH!
teman eyn help her w sum stuff wich i once did 4years ago!!
2005 is waaaay... ancient.
anyway, it jz make me feel bad.
shud i quit electronics n it.. for sumthing wich i'm studyin nw.
god, can i study all.
lucky got hasif.
damn smart brilliant high-iq... n other smart phrasing quotes...
malas nk include.
the bottomline is dat he is smart.
he noe alot of boolean equation shit.
how come he isnt in my fyp grp???
damn, he deserve high scores sei.

anyways, eyn is nuts.
sentiasa.
lols.
well gerl, yeab.. i guess i have laid back.
its jz comes w the age n commitments.

wait wait.

i wanna pause abt eyn..
i'm listening to "EVERYBODY" by backstreet boys.!!!!
omg!!!! yeah!!!!

k.. finish commercial.
back to eyn.
thousands of thumbs up to eyn hu nk blaja.
i mean, during my time, i jz do a suicide stunt.
g exam hall, tulis nama, terus ciow.
hey, respect ya gal.!!! woohooo...
mestila.. memba pe.

nw.. my gf..
hu tk habis2 nk ikot prangai perfectionist die.
da ckp blog lawa..
nk buat fabulous la. great la.
seen the stuff she is doin to her blog.
n i gotta admit.. i hav a "one dae, u do my blog for me cn" thinking..
last nite.. fuyoo.... i wait n wait n wait.
for 4-5hrs s8.. she kip on repeating "sejap k... lagik sikit"
smpai la tidur kul 4am..
i woke up at 7-8am anyways.haha.

hmms. love her.

i gotta comment sumthing.
n i hav to raise my hat to dz.
hey cuz, i respect, n applaud ur natural way of nt flirting.
a natural committed hunk.
honestly...u deserve the "wash eye2". after wad happen uh.
i understand she's a part of ya. i mean, we r rapat during u're attached.
so yeah, i seen the house-ladder being built.
how bout u try to jz put ur feelings aside..
n do ur projects.
afta dat, we enjoyssssing..
the dz-n-iz way. if there is a dz-n-iz way. lol.
get it done dude.
jz hope we wun hilang ctct after march 9.

hmms. oya, i gonna masuk-in camp march 9.
scdf here i come.

sentosa

yey!! me n yana succesfully done two wishes..
swimming n sentosa(beach).
in our list of wants..
hmms.. its kinda last-minute planned.
n i met a new fren. muz.
kinda a kwel person. i hav to comment.
i'll jz let our pics in facebk to continue on the story.

readin sum stuff associated w ubuntu.
or how yana wud sae.. ur-buntut.
below is a screenshot.

n a feelin of guilt, overcame me.
thinking.. the times i stayback in poly.
"if i wud studied, ubuntu wud be fun, n skwel wud b easier."
the times wen i wud read pages n chapters abt codes.
java. c++. asp.net php.
windows ubuntu kernel cisco
hmms.

poly is jz an institution.
met many peeps.
but none stayed as a friend.
i'm sad.
i envy my gf.
given the opportunity to study something dat she has passion n interest in.
sumthing dat she took consideration alot of factors.
wasted 5yrs.
or hw mum wud sae, maybe i'll return to engineering later in life.

the 2 resorts are up.
sentosa n marina bay.
wud i go there sumday?
hmms. possibly.

passed by sentosa costa sands.
wanna rent the place, one day.
maybe i'll invite family.
hmms.

n i spent onli 12bucks on sentosa.(nt including ezlink)

n cuz, sory i dont talk to u much.
smhow, mcm laen gituk.