why

never do i believe in replying to hate msgs.
for years, i have my fair share of enemies n spammers.
ppl hu juz dont get along w my attitude.
bt i'll make tis hate msg an exception.

whoever you are,
obviously you hate me for some reason.
i'll juz write down some facts aite.

1) I dont have contact to any sirs, or enciks for the past three wks. so how to angkat?
2) I dont see any reason to sabo. I dont hate nobody at camp.
3) I dont go to camp last wk. Where i go, check ur sources first.
4)The computer you are using is a family pc, powered by singnet. No credit card transaction was done over the internet, hence i cant trace who exactly are you.
5) None of my ns friends know about my blog. Anyone who are connected are either Dz, Eyn, Hilmi, Asri, Fiqah, or friends of them.

You went on and on expressing ur hatred for me. I'll not reply to ur childish old-skwel swears. I believe everything has a reason that happens. Right now, i am asking.

Why are you doing this?
What do you get in swearing?

For months, i dont really have time for friends and family, ns took alot of my time. I suppose you hated me, and what happen in ns has nothing to do with it. If there's something that you aint happy, why even bother reading this blog.
I could just delete my shoutbox, avoiding whats really going on. But i wont. Because you deserve to be heard. You hate me for a reason that i totally dont know. My friends are few, none knows what happened. So right now, i'm listening.

Why are you doing this?

random

My body and mind are tired living in surroundings that works in clockwork. A mind should be allowed to expand and explore imagination, to develop ideas and dreams. It shouldnt think solutions to problems and stress that just never ends.

My ideal life involves me having a consensual and pleasant commitment in studies, exploring new places and time with the family. It should only involve little, if not no commitment in working. But of course, if i would work, it should only involve taking full advantage of my abilities and background. It shouldnt be me committing in selling someone's idea and me having high gains.

Soon, i will end my silence from the surroundings. When the day comes, i will live my ideal life. Insya'allah, family and individual happiness would follow.

There is a theory that i am observing from my surroundings. A senior sales trainer once tell me, the easiest group are the richest to handle. They dont talk much. It is usually the middle class who would talk and talk. Find 100 Billionaires, 100 Multi-Millionaires and another Just-Reached Millionaires. It would be easier to write a list on the Just-Reached Millionaires, becuase they are more popular. How are they popular, they talk more. Not surprisingly, its the Just Reached Millionaires that talks more. And most of the 'talkers', wants you to follow their advice, related or unrelated somehow would give back to them. Imagine this.

A millionaire has 1000 students. He profits $1000 from each student. And he raises the mood of all his students to give more, and talk and talk that they will be millionaires like him too. Theoritically, if each student has another 1000 students, that means, the next generation has to be 1,000,000. Ever heard a talker becoming a multi-millionaire? Hmms.