nutty

i think i want to...





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muhahauahahah.
i'm nuts.

portfolio

i wan to rent my own place.
my own studio.
i wan to include sum gadgets in my studio.

1)Two workstations, one for a designer, another for a programmer.
2)My own IP
3)My own servers. HTML n POP3 included.
4)Printer.
5)A v v v wide table for meetings n brainstorming activities.
6)Another personal computer to play n play.

I want to expand my knowledge in programming.
I want to start my portfolio.

Weeeeee.

matrix

imagine a life where everything is done for u.
a solution to all ur problems.
u dun hav to work.

where wud all the innovation n entrepreneurship.

if everyone is just rushing to partner each oder to sell.
hu wud eventually buy.
will the world walk towards a bubble.
imagine a life where everywhere is a shop.

everyone wans to be rich.
stable.
have the latest advanced innovation n technology.
r we goin to b just models u find at displays?
where we wud jz wear wadever is new.

nw is the fasting mth.
do u really reflect on why u nid to fast.
or do u grumble on the purpose of fasting.

as i grew day by day.
i realise i becoming more silent.
just observing everythg around me.
as if i'm a plane dat passes thru clouds.

there is a favorite ting i love to do wen i pick up the gf frm werk.
i'll jz stand in the centre of a pathway, undergrnd.
i juz observe ppl walkng arnd me.
as if i am in the matrix.

raya fear

i hav a bad habit.
i choose my frens.
n those i wud giler with.

it leaves me w one fear.

nt having a raya hangout during raya aidilfitri.

every yr wen ramadhan comes, a fear comes to me.
will i be invited to keluar raya w frens.
or jz allow raya to pass me by, like how other bulan hijrah pass by.

gd news is, i hav 17days off during raya.
none of dem, i'll be on standby. (so i wun be called back. weeheee)
n another 10days, half-days (considering i'm workin onli 14hrs/day)
a senior asked for a whole wk off(including sum exchanges of shifts)
melampau. haha.

told mum, i wanna a low-key tis yr.
its the maaf-in dat matters.

i wanna meet 'guest' n personally sae sorry to him.
it bothers me, dat he hates me. n i dunt noe him.
hmms.

aniways, ramadhan is v v v near.
i wud realli try nt to be so ON during my duty.
it wud b veri ironic for a medic to faint. lol.