a plain world

marketing does play a part in hw the world goes round n round.

i have a qns.
wud IPhone n Blackberry...
be like Intel and AMD..

everywhere i go, i'll c Iphone this. Iphone that.

it does bother me.

r we copycats?
wudnt it make the world a plain world.
if everyone does the same ting.

possibilty

mum commented i am abit too semangat in my personal project.
come to tink abt it. i am.
maybe becuz i am close to finding answers to my qns.
ever since it was introduced to me 2yrs back.

she watched me afar.
asked me abt a book i'm reading..
THE TRUTH ABOUT MARKETS
by JOHN KAY..
n we started on a conversation.

honestly.
i dont know where i am leading into.
i hav loads of interest.
History, Economics, Computer Sci (Info Security), Electronics.
i'm a nerd tat just fancies tings dat has loads of content.
i want to implement a technology dat wud benifit the community.
i also want to be able to understand what politicians r blabbering abt.
i wanna have a portfolio.
i know something.
if u go into something u r interested in, u will be happier.
mum gav a suggestion.
just maybe.. i'll get a career in the financial sector.
taking IT and anything computer as a hobby.
hmms. dats a possibility.

House

was randomly switching channels on the boring tv.

laughed wen i saw tis character, Dr. Gregory House.

Hahahahakz. He reminds me of.... errmmm... ME!!!

Cynic.

Narcissist.

Optimist.

Totally Stubborn.

hehehe

i'm in readin n updating myself w tings.
3 books i'm recently reading.
all of them r written by executives dat r been there done tat.
executives dat does tings dat r juz unbothered by the normal citizen.

Who creates the price of things we buy?
We always wanted money in our pockets, but why are we spending it on luxury?
Why do you want to be in a business, if you assume there will never be a loss.
Why study, when raising your promotion n income depends on ur value to the company?
Why do we adore people, who hasnt achieved it, but only talked about it?

I read an extract frm a particular paper.

You sell or promote a service/product.
But do you know you're making ppl whom you never know, to be as rich as you?
Who manufactures the product?
Who transports your product?
The income you get from the sale, you buy other products etc. food, clothes.
Who provides the element ingredients in your product? Supplier?
Every country has a tax to it.
Your product that you buy, your income, the company that provides you the product has tax.

The writer calls it, One Millionaire, just made another 5 Millionaires.

If you going to work, n other people is going to profit from it..
getting the money that you earn selling / promoting a service/product..
what if they dont sweat as much as you do?
wouldnt it sound stupid?

I was talking to the gf recently.
I want to know what the opposition parties can do.
Can i see the opposition follow from their western counterparts n stop shooting.
There is one rule which i remember LKW mentioning.
you want a say in the govt.
get yourself voted first.
citizens arent dumb. what they see, they judge.
you dont need to be voted first, to show what you can do.
Have you listen to a opposition laying down credentials n tings that their teammates been there done that?
All you listen r just, Dont support. Their policy r fraud.
C'mon, we already know you oppose them. Isnt that obvious?
The US has the Democractic n Republicans.
Each state, have their own supporters n oppositions.
Every issue that passes thru that state, the supporters n oppositions talk abt them.
because it has sumting to do with that state.
it makes the citizens in their state, who is better in value.
Months of experience knowing the value of sumone, is waaaay better than hours of promoting.

oya, i chged my blog.

alhamdulillah

STN 21 STN 21 TURNOUT ALPHA 211.
LOCATION TAMPINES AVE 4.

the first ting in my head
"siol uh. tkde lagik jauh pe. changi ke, cck ke, tuas ke"

ALPHA 211 ALPHA 211 TO CTRL
PROCEEDING TO TAMPINES AVE 4
CASE OF....
"reading the callsheet...."
CASE OF MATERNITY
Rojer....

"siol. kakak ni nk salin, hantar alpha jauh2. terbiat pe ctrl"

... fastforward the boring part...

the little guy cant wait to see the world, or rather the ambulance.
we hav to perform maternity procedure, on the double.
i'm obviously da blur, nk kasi benda2 kat pm.
first maternity case pe.
its a boy niwae.

i'm like tinking.
alhamdullillah, aku dpt menolong dlm situasi yg mulia.

blah blah.

reachd there.
i tot i heard the doctor sae...
"gd. the difficult part finish. " blei gituk? lols.

then... the part i hate abt medic life.
cleaning n recovering the alpha. muahahaha.
da tadi puji2. da mula keji. haha.

malam raya duty

cnt believed sumone go in liows.
haha.
ohh well.

its a phase every sgporean boy has to go thru.
except dat he will b goin there extended.

hav fun cuz. i aint sarcastic.

i'm goin to giv a appt a miss.
its best i jz miss it.
buat dosa je aku dtg. ahahaaha.
i m a hypocrite wen it comes to dat thingy.
everyone is. on dat dae.
probably if mahathir knows abt it, he'll be talkin n blabing abt jym. hahaha.

few days away frm raya.
weee.

oya, i'm workin on malam raya.
how fun. hahaha.
i'm goin to be in a hapy duper mood dat duty.

been dreamin n day-dreamin abt my personal studio.
n the perfect resume.
insya'allah if my biz n studies work out smoothly.
2012 march 8 will be the day i step in to my studio.
wen i ord laaar. muahahahha.
yela, mahathir kn da kuar. kn kn kn.
i'm so jelous of my cuz taus.

i tink i gaining composure n confidence unda pressure.
i nid more cases.
n patient paramedics.
w time. surely.

everything dat happens, god knows it will happen.

nutty

i think i want to...





.......


muhahauahahah.
i'm nuts.

portfolio

i wan to rent my own place.
my own studio.
i wan to include sum gadgets in my studio.

1)Two workstations, one for a designer, another for a programmer.
2)My own IP
3)My own servers. HTML n POP3 included.
4)Printer.
5)A v v v wide table for meetings n brainstorming activities.
6)Another personal computer to play n play.

I want to expand my knowledge in programming.
I want to start my portfolio.

Weeeeee.

matrix

imagine a life where everything is done for u.
a solution to all ur problems.
u dun hav to work.

where wud all the innovation n entrepreneurship.

if everyone is just rushing to partner each oder to sell.
hu wud eventually buy.
will the world walk towards a bubble.
imagine a life where everywhere is a shop.

everyone wans to be rich.
stable.
have the latest advanced innovation n technology.
r we goin to b just models u find at displays?
where we wud jz wear wadever is new.

nw is the fasting mth.
do u really reflect on why u nid to fast.
or do u grumble on the purpose of fasting.

as i grew day by day.
i realise i becoming more silent.
just observing everythg around me.
as if i'm a plane dat passes thru clouds.

there is a favorite ting i love to do wen i pick up the gf frm werk.
i'll jz stand in the centre of a pathway, undergrnd.
i juz observe ppl walkng arnd me.
as if i am in the matrix.

raya fear

i hav a bad habit.
i choose my frens.
n those i wud giler with.

it leaves me w one fear.

nt having a raya hangout during raya aidilfitri.

every yr wen ramadhan comes, a fear comes to me.
will i be invited to keluar raya w frens.
or jz allow raya to pass me by, like how other bulan hijrah pass by.

gd news is, i hav 17days off during raya.
none of dem, i'll be on standby. (so i wun be called back. weeheee)
n another 10days, half-days (considering i'm workin onli 14hrs/day)
a senior asked for a whole wk off(including sum exchanges of shifts)
melampau. haha.

told mum, i wanna a low-key tis yr.
its the maaf-in dat matters.

i wanna meet 'guest' n personally sae sorry to him.
it bothers me, dat he hates me. n i dunt noe him.
hmms.

aniways, ramadhan is v v v near.
i wud realli try nt to be so ON during my duty.
it wud b veri ironic for a medic to faint. lol.

why

never do i believe in replying to hate msgs.
for years, i have my fair share of enemies n spammers.
ppl hu juz dont get along w my attitude.
bt i'll make tis hate msg an exception.

whoever you are,
obviously you hate me for some reason.
i'll juz write down some facts aite.

1) I dont have contact to any sirs, or enciks for the past three wks. so how to angkat?
2) I dont see any reason to sabo. I dont hate nobody at camp.
3) I dont go to camp last wk. Where i go, check ur sources first.
4)The computer you are using is a family pc, powered by singnet. No credit card transaction was done over the internet, hence i cant trace who exactly are you.
5) None of my ns friends know about my blog. Anyone who are connected are either Dz, Eyn, Hilmi, Asri, Fiqah, or friends of them.

You went on and on expressing ur hatred for me. I'll not reply to ur childish old-skwel swears. I believe everything has a reason that happens. Right now, i am asking.

Why are you doing this?
What do you get in swearing?

For months, i dont really have time for friends and family, ns took alot of my time. I suppose you hated me, and what happen in ns has nothing to do with it. If there's something that you aint happy, why even bother reading this blog.
I could just delete my shoutbox, avoiding whats really going on. But i wont. Because you deserve to be heard. You hate me for a reason that i totally dont know. My friends are few, none knows what happened. So right now, i'm listening.

Why are you doing this?

random

My body and mind are tired living in surroundings that works in clockwork. A mind should be allowed to expand and explore imagination, to develop ideas and dreams. It shouldnt think solutions to problems and stress that just never ends.

My ideal life involves me having a consensual and pleasant commitment in studies, exploring new places and time with the family. It should only involve little, if not no commitment in working. But of course, if i would work, it should only involve taking full advantage of my abilities and background. It shouldnt be me committing in selling someone's idea and me having high gains.

Soon, i will end my silence from the surroundings. When the day comes, i will live my ideal life. Insya'allah, family and individual happiness would follow.

There is a theory that i am observing from my surroundings. A senior sales trainer once tell me, the easiest group are the richest to handle. They dont talk much. It is usually the middle class who would talk and talk. Find 100 Billionaires, 100 Multi-Millionaires and another Just-Reached Millionaires. It would be easier to write a list on the Just-Reached Millionaires, becuase they are more popular. How are they popular, they talk more. Not surprisingly, its the Just Reached Millionaires that talks more. And most of the 'talkers', wants you to follow their advice, related or unrelated somehow would give back to them. Imagine this.

A millionaire has 1000 students. He profits $1000 from each student. And he raises the mood of all his students to give more, and talk and talk that they will be millionaires like him too. Theoritically, if each student has another 1000 students, that means, the next generation has to be 1,000,000. Ever heard a talker becoming a multi-millionaire? Hmms.

reflections after a wk

life has slowly turning civilian.
i have training 8am to 5pm everyday.
meet the gf for a great dinner after dat.
n i have more tym to read on my study notes.

i do noe wads going to be my vocation.
but after 5wks, i'm uncertain abt my time commitment.
i dont noe wich unit or shift i'm allocated to.
i also unsure if i shud declare i'm taking my final exams nxt yr.
or i cud jz wait another yr.
it isnt a problem niwae. just a thought wich i going to leave for nxt yr.

tis vocation jz reminded me of my past cca at skwel.
wen i wud assist in sound management.
run here run there. fast but professional.
where problems cud be anythg. n u hav protocols to follow.

hmms.

here's my catchphrase.

"sir, i'm pte azeez from scdf. i'm here to assist you in any way i can until we send you to the nearest hospital"
chey. hahaha.

life

friday marks a day dat i'll pass out.
i'm sure hq has their reasons why i'm nt selected.
oc explained. hq hav selected every ns boy, which vocations dey wud go n all.
dey alreadi selected before we even had our enlistment.
honestly, it make me feel intimidated.
knowing, i wan to be sumone, which my cousins or friends had.
so yeah, it sucks.

gf started werking.
near siglap centre.
i'll pray she'll be happy working there n fulfill her desires once there.
she chose a manual-driving path, n i'll support her.
just dont stop. :)

the cuzzin had approached me abt biz.
hmms.
if onli i cn share w him sum ideas i had.
i hav to be disciplined.
i'll show him once my research is done. amin.

graduation

yey! graduated.
nt much pixs, 'cuz of camp.
but hey. i'm glad i out.

pop in 2wks.

aiming for a life-saving vocation.

"Sir, Sir, are you OKay??"
going to sae dat line more often in 8wks time.

maybe i nid a new blogskin.

anyway, peeps n friends yg terlupa,
my vocation trng after pop is a 8-5 ting.
so i wud be free everyday in 2 wks. wooohooo.

disappointment slapped me real bad.
there was a selfish reason why i aint chosen.
one wk i had to go counselling.

i'll jz quote some of his words.

'if you're facing past problems/fears nw, it isnt a problem, but an opportunity given by current situations to face ur problems/fears to be a better man'

'let say you have 100problems/fears, you have to die2 face 20, its going to be hell now, but in the future hell wouldnt be that worse as before'

so yeah. it sux.

wow

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vocation

todae marked a small step further in our rship.
surely, our rship will be revealed n blessed by everyone in the family.
amin.

there r changes to town area.
it makes me feel un-informed n un-sgporean.
hmms. i'll hav time to explore sgpore better.

abt time.
friends. cousins. relatives. everyone.
i do observe i have suddenly went awol on u guys.
but realli, my schedule at tis present time is booked.
my priorities - ns, studies, rship w parents n gf - took alot of my time.
as u noe me, i will ensure i keep to my word.
i'll mit u guys surely.

dats being said. i jz wanna shoutout sumthg.

to fellow bunkmates.
c'mon la, it isnt like u cnt choose wad vocation u kena.
n stop comparing a vocation w another, according to money n benifits.
realli, it is damn annoying.
materialistic bastards.

smile

smile!!

accompanied sumone to a majlis.
terpaksa wear baju batik, i loike the shirt.
i jz dun hav the interest to wear it ytdae.
ouh well.

anw, the main content i wanna talk abt.
is dat, prophet mohammad gives advise to how to avoid conflict w people.
n one of the advise is, to randomly n always giv salam n smile.
including those u dont know.
it reminds me of the smiling campaign sgpore is promoting.
so the ustaz go on n on abt the consequences of giving salam.
scientifically, if sumone smiles at u, its kinda natural to reply w a smile.
religiously, salam is a doa for the other person.
so if u salam the other person. wen he/she replies, u got urself a doa.
so peeps. smile.

beauty

had a taste of my pc of bingetness.
wen my bunk-mates did sumthg stupid. haha.
i'm like tinking.. hmms. wud tis incident cause a tiny break in our bond.
however, it juz makes our bond closer.
there wasnt a back-stabbing.
no finger-pointing.
there's absolutely maturity in my bunkmates.

camp makes me appreciate my lady better.
she's patiently waiting every weekend for my bookout.
my frens saw her.
two of dem commented she's a beauty.
humbly, she doesnt tink so.
n i had a april fool joke on her. she's so binget. cuteness.

i break my mental 'comfort zone'.
twice.
during my 2.4km wich i clocked 10mins35secs.
n a particular inspection. 'i really tot i going to die in there' hahaha.
it jz makes myself a stronger person. n i getting stronger.
nt jz physically n mentally. but emotionally as well. amin.

there r two badges i'm fighting for.
n i going to get it after ptp. amin.

ouh abt the russia bombings.
i support their cause.
but do they really have to bomb innocent lives jz for revenge?
jz to let the world noe 'hey, my territory is suffering!!!'
c'mon islam teaches maturity n patience.

cari pasal

day in day out.
instructors are getting more stricter.
n its obvious dat dey r 'cari pasal' n finding reason to pump us.

suddenly, everyone cooperate.
lol.


there r juz sum peeps hu dont commit.
really. it is irritating.
niwaes. we jz do wad we can. :)


p/s. sory darling i didnt charge my hp before i book-in.
its really my fault we dont talk much at night.
i'm sorry.
wadever happens, i'll be there for you.

ns

had a taste of scdf national service..
there r just two tings i nid to work on,
1)physical fitness
2)constant rushing a.k.a. regimentation
there r advantages n disadvantages of being in scdf.
i cnt disclose much here. hmms.

in the train otw there. i onli tink of a few tings.
1)mum n dad.
2)yana
3)studies. current n future.
4)cuzzins n friends.
i was in a state of shock the entire time.
but i jz rmb one ting many peeps told me.
"jz do wad is instructed. n everything will be smooth"

anw.
i'm in national service. alpha alpha go go go.

techno

mum wans to surprise w a prayer.
its sumthg she's gd at.
but hmms mum, it isnt a surprise.
if u ask me to buy 2kg of noodles, n 1kg of daging kisar.
p/s. i loooove daging kisar.
the gf loves ikan bilis.
wink wink, if u wanna pujuk either one of us, u noe wad to include.

so i was just doing the onli ting u cud do in a prayer.
just allow ur mind to randomly tink.
n the question was screaming at me.
"NS is coming in 4 days, wads ur plan after that?"

n sumhow it diverts to my infocomm security ting, dat i'm obsessed with.
i cn like play die hard 4.0 a billion times.
programming. embedded systems.
YUUUMMMYYYYYY.
orite, i'm nuts.
n i'm jz reflecting on the technology.
hp. tv. internet. remote-control. anythg dat has current in it.
wen i'm young, having hp is like wearing G2000.
cool stuff, but its nt popular bcuz its expensive.
i dun realli take email, to send personal messages.
bcuz i noe many peeps hu wudnt read messages on hourly periods.
or even read their inboxs.
but just imagine u take email, as if u take it like sms.
n u use video-conferencing wen u talk to anyone.
wud laptop or smart phones conquer n replace the old-skwel telephone line.
i noe my ex-boss frm my attachment workplace.
hu doesnt hav a telephone in his office-rm.
so, if u wanna ctct him, call him at his hp.
although u are just 3 doors away. weird uh.
anyway, i remembered there is such ting as video-conferencing.
during my primary skwel days. dat is before 2000.
so it is interesting dat webcam-conferencing is suddenly hot.
lecturers blame it on 'nt many programmers noe how to do it'.

of cuz, it makes me thinkin.
how abt the other subjects.
those i wanted soo much.
sumthg dat i'm studying nw.

hmms. i'll answer tis, wen tis yr ends.

sands

tear escaped my eyes.
knowing i cnt do sumthg to sumone i loved.
i may nt noe dat sumone well. but she's sumone.
my heart dropped wen mum wun allow.

insya'allah.. i'll be allowd to do it to sumone i loved.

frm the sand we r created, to the sands we will return.


p/s. don. i'm glad n proud u moved on.
if u're happi w her, den continue.
wad i told ya dahulu, i juz wanna protect ya. dont wanna get hurt.
i'm glad a personal dream was fulfilled today.

p/s. dz. congrats on passin ur fyp.
tell me if u passed ur modules k. we can enjoysing..

craziness.
biolness.

e days i wud spend hours n days w the circle of friends.
ppl come n go.
but the main peeps stay.

i'm afraid tings wudnt be dat close.
like my friendships w others.
we maintained our ties for at least 3yrs nw.

sentosa was our recent outing.
cud we spend another one, before aidilfitri.
ouh pls.

eyn was right abt sumthg.
it does come w age i suppose.
maybe bcuz we hardly meet. hmms.
schedules always clashing.

just worried abt march 9.
wad wud b my outcome there.
most of the pessimist ones, was like sayin its difficult.
usually, dey arent the semangat ones.
the other optimist ones.
was like saying it is a phase every guy will pass by.
its up to the individual to assess the situation.
there r sum warnings by peeps, wich kinda doesnt agree w wad i observe.
1)2 peeps was a undergrad while in ns.
2)peeps goin thru ptp, does become sergeant.
3)a jc guy, passed napha, became a corporal.
4)2 spectacled guys became firefighters. sumone say firefigters r the "abg2 ones"

i once asked a army interviewer.
i once wnted to sign on. family reasons, i dont.
quote "wad u r selected to be in, are determined by ur qualifications, IQ, physical"
azril once mentioned too
"before u go ns, the peeps inside already recognize hu wud be the sergeants."

those hu says its tough, r the ones hu tk smngt.
those hu says its managable, r the ones hu smngt.
lucky, most of my peeps r the smngt ones. MOST.

of course, its better if i go in myself n experience.

i'm just disappointed in some ppl hu lied to me, just to make themselves feel superior. esp wen dey noe i wont find out. n wen dey r close to me.

me bored.
me sians.
me tired.
me kpala-da-stone.
i'm at temasek poly nw. for wad? hmms. dont know.
woke up, n saw the word temasek poly above the notice board.
maybe its e drug the gf tried ytdae. lol.

haha. i lied.
obviously. like urm.. Du'uH!
teman eyn help her w sum stuff wich i once did 4years ago!!
2005 is waaaay... ancient.
anyway, it jz make me feel bad.
shud i quit electronics n it.. for sumthing wich i'm studyin nw.
god, can i study all.
lucky got hasif.
damn smart brilliant high-iq... n other smart phrasing quotes...
malas nk include.
the bottomline is dat he is smart.
he noe alot of boolean equation shit.
how come he isnt in my fyp grp???
damn, he deserve high scores sei.

anyways, eyn is nuts.
sentiasa.
lols.
well gerl, yeab.. i guess i have laid back.
its jz comes w the age n commitments.

wait wait.

i wanna pause abt eyn..
i'm listening to "EVERYBODY" by backstreet boys.!!!!
omg!!!! yeah!!!!

k.. finish commercial.
back to eyn.
thousands of thumbs up to eyn hu nk blaja.
i mean, during my time, i jz do a suicide stunt.
g exam hall, tulis nama, terus ciow.
hey, respect ya gal.!!! woohooo...
mestila.. memba pe.

nw.. my gf..
hu tk habis2 nk ikot prangai perfectionist die.
da ckp blog lawa..
nk buat fabulous la. great la.
seen the stuff she is doin to her blog.
n i gotta admit.. i hav a "one dae, u do my blog for me cn" thinking..
last nite.. fuyoo.... i wait n wait n wait.
for 4-5hrs s8.. she kip on repeating "sejap k... lagik sikit"
smpai la tidur kul 4am..
i woke up at 7-8am anyways.haha.

hmms. love her.

i gotta comment sumthing.
n i hav to raise my hat to dz.
hey cuz, i respect, n applaud ur natural way of nt flirting.
a natural committed hunk.
honestly...u deserve the "wash eye2". after wad happen uh.
i understand she's a part of ya. i mean, we r rapat during u're attached.
so yeah, i seen the house-ladder being built.
how bout u try to jz put ur feelings aside..
n do ur projects.
afta dat, we enjoyssssing..
the dz-n-iz way. if there is a dz-n-iz way. lol.
get it done dude.
jz hope we wun hilang ctct after march 9.

hmms. oya, i gonna masuk-in camp march 9.
scdf here i come.

sentosa

yey!! me n yana succesfully done two wishes..
swimming n sentosa(beach).
in our list of wants..
hmms.. its kinda last-minute planned.
n i met a new fren. muz.
kinda a kwel person. i hav to comment.
i'll jz let our pics in facebk to continue on the story.

readin sum stuff associated w ubuntu.
or how yana wud sae.. ur-buntut.
below is a screenshot.

n a feelin of guilt, overcame me.
thinking.. the times i stayback in poly.
"if i wud studied, ubuntu wud be fun, n skwel wud b easier."
the times wen i wud read pages n chapters abt codes.
java. c++. asp.net php.
windows ubuntu kernel cisco
hmms.

poly is jz an institution.
met many peeps.
but none stayed as a friend.
i'm sad.
i envy my gf.
given the opportunity to study something dat she has passion n interest in.
sumthing dat she took consideration alot of factors.
wasted 5yrs.
or hw mum wud sae, maybe i'll return to engineering later in life.

the 2 resorts are up.
sentosa n marina bay.
wud i go there sumday?
hmms. possibly.

passed by sentosa costa sands.
wanna rent the place, one day.
maybe i'll invite family.
hmms.

n i spent onli 12bucks on sentosa.(nt including ezlink)

n cuz, sory i dont talk to u much.
smhow, mcm laen gituk.

ubuntu

lappy crashed.
kinda didnt expect it wud crash faster than scheduled.
anyways, it crashed.
so it gav me the perfect excuse to try ubuntu.
kinda kwel stuff.
jz a bit too little details.

sum disadvantages i hav to live with.
1)no games, bcuz ubuntu doesnt recognize .exe files.
2)no msn live messenger. also .exe.
3)n sum other programs dat are .exe.
4)sensitive to virus or anythg suspicious. it cud also be advantage.
5)i cnt tap internet. ouh well.

advantages
1)straightforward, no files are hidden. so virus.. muahaha. cant escape.
2)faster loading.
3)looks kwel.

i'm opening my book on visualization.
so i can take advantage of both windows n ubuntu.
hmms. anyone wanna acommpany to sim lim?


oya. i hav a new addiction.
exercising.
i'm getting darker. ahaha.

just hope sentosa is a blast.

cuz, i'm hurt

the flu bug got the wrong guy.
i'm complaining!!
i take care of my sleep, food, n everythg dat concerns my health.
but why ouh why it has to get me.
biler duduk, nk diri. biler diri, nk duduk.
mengidam macdonalds la. goreng pisang la. curly fries la. popeyes la.

n tis damn annoying muscle strain.
no thanks to mum reminding me, a cousin once had his muscle torn once.
n it took him MONTHS to recover.
at least he gets paid. he was injured accidentally playin soccer in ns.
c'mon la, i wanna prepare fer my napha n ns.
i dont want to unfit wen i go in ns.
I WANNA BE SUMONE RELIABLE W MY MATES.
i been thru secondary life before.
n i hate the situation where everyone can do situps or pushups together.
n u're the onli one hu cudnt continue.
i almost fell frm the stairs, wen my legs juz went jam. argh!
i wanna b like my senior.
"if u r fit, n u cn gel w mates, ns will be like camp"

n i'm realli disturbed w my cousin's immatured egoistic thinking.
i aint goin to giv u a "i told u so" speech.
but realli.
wad i ask u to do, i didnt ask u to make myself sound smart.
but there r reasons y i make u promise u wudnt do.
n tings i wan u to avoid.
wich unfortunately, alreadi happen. cnt u juz trust ur own cuzzin???
sekarang semer da kecoh.
n i'm realli concern for u. for everyone dat is related.
ur actions doesnt just hurt dem, but me too.
n honestly, it is hurting our cousin relationship. thnx uh.
P/S. it isnt other ppl. its ur actions.

btw. luv-ing solat under the sun.
it just... erm.. a "words cant describe" feeling.
haha. dz was like cursing after the solat. lol.

game

So, gwe lek2 tgu awek turun.
kpala 360 degrees, cube la tgk anything interesting to watch.

naseb hari tu, lupa bwk sen.
tk beli new paper.

game plak. aku da menang.
boring pe, nk repeat the games.
n an idea came to my mind.
amcm kn.. aku step, mcm baru steady.
tulis semer benda kiter nak buat.
mcm game gituk.
nk tambah color kat rship.

the list tu, nnti gwe letak kat tepi.
so here r the rules.

1)Me or my gf can anytime update wadever is needed abt the tasks.
2)To prove we have done the task, we have to post a pic or album of it.
3)Aim, finish 100 of the tasks given.
4)A maximum of 3 tasks a day.
5)Either one of us, have to write something abt the accomplished task.


lol. mcm amazing race plak. kwang3.

inilah, perbubungan kecoh Abdul Azeez Razak dn Nur Liyana Junid.

p.s. watch Cinta bertasbih

i'm sad.

Sultan Mahmud Iskandar Al-Haj ibni Ismail Al-Khalidi wafat.
Sultan of Johor

lose weight

heard frm rumors tat if i submit napha results after getting enlistment day, i cud delay my enlistment. n there is a chance i may get ord later than expected. ouh well.

one side of the debate, if i go in march 9, like hw dz wud sae "i get paid exercising." lol.
another side of the debate, i dont want to waste my 2 mths there.
n i dont tink i'm goin uni in 2012. i have some other ideas.
so, dont bother rushing. haha.

so talked w the gf n decided, yeah, i'm going for the napha.
did a count, i clocked 11:30 for 2.4. wich still fail (if u consider want silver).
i'm like tinking "kalo la aku kurus byk, blei aku laju sikit" kwang3.

oya, i wan to learn how to climb a rope. pls pls pls pls.
n i wan to swim!!!
i wanna jump high2..
i wanna kick e ball properly.
sumhw i feel pressured, wen i cant defend well for my team. or if i cnt pass properly.
n mama is goin to buy a new shoe for me. yeyey!
tnx dz for the tape. haha. it make my mum kesiankn my shoe. lol.

n i malu w the ahpeks hu has better stamina than me.
i'm referrin to those ahpeks hu cud jog 4-5km w/o stop.
cn i force my body to work harder, better metabolism pls.


n i miss hangin out w my friends.


n n n....
may my gf get the course n school she wants.
Amin

pls hold on

Ever had a opportunity to do sumting u wud luv..
but u hav to choose another path, for the one u love..
sumone in ur family.

wad if tat sumone...
everyday u wake up, u wud ask everyone if he/she is still there.
u dun wan to lose him/her.
u juz wanna make the sumone proud.
u made a choice yrs ago, n u hurt the sumone.

god, giv him the strength.
i wan him to be there wen i receive my results.
i wan him to be proud of me.

to show sumone u love, dat u care.
u hav to do unpopular decisions.
2010 is the year.

p/s. that sumone isnt a friend. he's a relative of mine, whom i love dearly.

I noe you cant read this post, but do know that the books i borrowed.
r subjects n topics i really loved.
yes, i am that person who wud read those kinda books.
what happened ytdae, allowed a tear to escape.

Birthday bash

i awoke frm a pleasant dream.
it is a scene dat i wntd to do years since i entered skwel.
n dat is a birthdae bash.
nt tat i'm complaining or wad.
it cud be a birthdae for close frens n cuzzins.
i jz wan it to be perfect.
maybe, i'm jelez of ppl who post great pics of their friens. hmms.

anyway, so here's the scene..
or rather here's wad i wan dat dae.
1)friends n cuzzins r there. no adults.
2)a birthday cake.
3)shouting "happy birthdae song" n the whole public will jz stare.
-lol. i dont want it on my bdae. phaisey, noe...
4)lots n lots of pics.
5)games.

i swear i wun forget dat dae.

anyway, birthdae in 19 june.

love u pople.

can i refer to dz's blog pls pls pls.
haha.
it is IT. yaw.

a lecturer once mentioned.
computer hardware manufacturers are innovating on..
1)design
2)mobility-smaller, lighter
3)eco-friendliness
computer software developers are innovating on..
1)customer interaction. -do u notice games are more fun nw? haha
2)newer codes - besides all window operating systems, there are more than 25 free os's.
3)codes that links everything together. - you can sms frm ur laptop, w/o a sim card. twitter.

n recently, i heard of it sumwhere. a company in europe is workin on a technology.
which kinda wud make the human race more lazy. haha.
imagine u. yes u. typing ur computer w/o touching the keyboard.
how? the intelligent detection software, wud detect n calculate ur every move.
hence, it wud then follow "instructions" n do as instructed.
so u dont have to change channels on ur tv w/o even touching ur remote.

how abt tis.
there is this computer-bio scientist.
who planted a microchip in his brain. it was shown in the suria news a few mths back
codenamed -project lefthand.
using the signals created by his brain,
he cud ctrl a metallic arm, which isnt connected anywhere near him.
it serves the purpose to help the physically-impaired.
which to me is kinda woah.
dat guy is perfect- he still has both hands.
n he ctrl-ed his third arm!! haha.

so yeah. i'm just waitin for technology to kip on advancing.