life

friday marks a day dat i'll pass out.
i'm sure hq has their reasons why i'm nt selected.
oc explained. hq hav selected every ns boy, which vocations dey wud go n all.
dey alreadi selected before we even had our enlistment.
honestly, it make me feel intimidated.
knowing, i wan to be sumone, which my cousins or friends had.
so yeah, it sucks.

gf started werking.
near siglap centre.
i'll pray she'll be happy working there n fulfill her desires once there.
she chose a manual-driving path, n i'll support her.
just dont stop. :)

the cuzzin had approached me abt biz.
hmms.
if onli i cn share w him sum ideas i had.
i hav to be disciplined.
i'll show him once my research is done. amin.

graduation

yey! graduated.
nt much pixs, 'cuz of camp.
but hey. i'm glad i out.

pop in 2wks.

aiming for a life-saving vocation.

"Sir, Sir, are you OKay??"
going to sae dat line more often in 8wks time.

maybe i nid a new blogskin.

anyway, peeps n friends yg terlupa,
my vocation trng after pop is a 8-5 ting.
so i wud be free everyday in 2 wks. wooohooo.

disappointment slapped me real bad.
there was a selfish reason why i aint chosen.
one wk i had to go counselling.

i'll jz quote some of his words.

'if you're facing past problems/fears nw, it isnt a problem, but an opportunity given by current situations to face ur problems/fears to be a better man'

'let say you have 100problems/fears, you have to die2 face 20, its going to be hell now, but in the future hell wouldnt be that worse as before'

so yeah. it sux.