disappointment slapped me real bad.
there was a selfish reason why i aint chosen.
one wk i had to go counselling.

i'll jz quote some of his words.

'if you're facing past problems/fears nw, it isnt a problem, but an opportunity given by current situations to face ur problems/fears to be a better man'

'let say you have 100problems/fears, you have to die2 face 20, its going to be hell now, but in the future hell wouldnt be that worse as before'

so yeah. it sux.