raya fear

i hav a bad habit.
i choose my frens.
n those i wud giler with.

it leaves me w one fear.

nt having a raya hangout during raya aidilfitri.

every yr wen ramadhan comes, a fear comes to me.
will i be invited to keluar raya w frens.
or jz allow raya to pass me by, like how other bulan hijrah pass by.

gd news is, i hav 17days off during raya.
none of dem, i'll be on standby. (so i wun be called back. weeheee)
n another 10days, half-days (considering i'm workin onli 14hrs/day)
a senior asked for a whole wk off(including sum exchanges of shifts)
melampau. haha.

told mum, i wanna a low-key tis yr.
its the maaf-in dat matters.

i wanna meet 'guest' n personally sae sorry to him.
it bothers me, dat he hates me. n i dunt noe him.
hmms.

aniways, ramadhan is v v v near.
i wud realli try nt to be so ON during my duty.
it wud b veri ironic for a medic to faint. lol.