Tuesday, September 21, 2010

alhamdulillah

STN 21 STN 21 TURNOUT ALPHA 211.
LOCATION TAMPINES AVE 4.

the first ting in my head
"siol uh. tkde lagik jauh pe. changi ke, cck ke, tuas ke"

ALPHA 211 ALPHA 211 TO CTRL
PROCEEDING TO TAMPINES AVE 4
CASE OF....
"reading the callsheet...."
CASE OF MATERNITY
Rojer....

"siol. kakak ni nk salin, hantar alpha jauh2. terbiat pe ctrl"

... fastforward the boring part...

the little guy cant wait to see the world, or rather the ambulance.
we hav to perform maternity procedure, on the double.
i'm obviously da blur, nk kasi benda2 kat pm.
first maternity case pe.
its a boy niwae.

i'm like tinking.
alhamdullillah, aku dpt menolong dlm situasi yg mulia.

blah blah.

reachd there.
i tot i heard the doctor sae...
"gd. the difficult part finish. " blei gituk? lols.

then... the part i hate abt medic life.
cleaning n recovering the alpha. muahahaha.
da tadi puji2. da mula keji. haha.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

malam raya duty

cnt believed sumone go in liows.
haha.
ohh well.

its a phase every sgporean boy has to go thru.
except dat he will b goin there extended.

hav fun cuz. i aint sarcastic.

i'm goin to giv a appt a miss.
its best i jz miss it.
buat dosa je aku dtg. ahahaaha.
i m a hypocrite wen it comes to dat thingy.
everyone is. on dat dae.
probably if mahathir knows abt it, he'll be talkin n blabing abt jym. hahaha.

few days away frm raya.
weee.

oya, i'm workin on malam raya.
how fun. hahaha.
i'm goin to be in a hapy duper mood dat duty.

been dreamin n day-dreamin abt my personal studio.
n the perfect resume.
insya'allah if my biz n studies work out smoothly.
2012 march 8 will be the day i step in to my studio.
wen i ord laaar. muahahahha.
yela, mahathir kn da kuar. kn kn kn.
i'm so jelous of my cuz taus.

i tink i gaining composure n confidence unda pressure.
i nid more cases.
n patient paramedics.
w time. surely.

everything dat happens, god knows it will happen.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

nutty

i think i want to...





.......


muhahauahahah.
i'm nuts.

portfolio

i wan to rent my own place.
my own studio.
i wan to include sum gadgets in my studio.

1)Two workstations, one for a designer, another for a programmer.
2)My own IP
3)My own servers. HTML n POP3 included.
4)Printer.
5)A v v v wide table for meetings n brainstorming activities.
6)Another personal computer to play n play.

I want to expand my knowledge in programming.
I want to start my portfolio.

Weeeeee.

Saturday, August 14, 2010

matrix

imagine a life where everything is done for u.
a solution to all ur problems.
u dun hav to work.

where wud all the innovation n entrepreneurship.

if everyone is just rushing to partner each oder to sell.
hu wud eventually buy.
will the world walk towards a bubble.
imagine a life where everywhere is a shop.

everyone wans to be rich.
stable.
have the latest advanced innovation n technology.
r we goin to b just models u find at displays?
where we wud jz wear wadever is new.

nw is the fasting mth.
do u really reflect on why u nid to fast.
or do u grumble on the purpose of fasting.

as i grew day by day.
i realise i becoming more silent.
just observing everythg around me.
as if i'm a plane dat passes thru clouds.

there is a favorite ting i love to do wen i pick up the gf frm werk.
i'll jz stand in the centre of a pathway, undergrnd.
i juz observe ppl walkng arnd me.
as if i am in the matrix.

Friday, August 6, 2010

raya fear

i hav a bad habit.
i choose my frens.
n those i wud giler with.

it leaves me w one fear.

nt having a raya hangout during raya aidilfitri.

every yr wen ramadhan comes, a fear comes to me.
will i be invited to keluar raya w frens.
or jz allow raya to pass me by, like how other bulan hijrah pass by.

gd news is, i hav 17days off during raya.
none of dem, i'll be on standby. (so i wun be called back. weeheee)
n another 10days, half-days (considering i'm workin onli 14hrs/day)
a senior asked for a whole wk off(including sum exchanges of shifts)
melampau. haha.

told mum, i wanna a low-key tis yr.
its the maaf-in dat matters.

i wanna meet 'guest' n personally sae sorry to him.
it bothers me, dat he hates me. n i dunt noe him.
hmms.

aniways, ramadhan is v v v near.
i wud realli try nt to be so ON during my duty.
it wud b veri ironic for a medic to faint. lol.

Monday, July 26, 2010

why

never do i believe in replying to hate msgs.
for years, i have my fair share of enemies n spammers.
ppl hu juz dont get along w my attitude.
bt i'll make tis hate msg an exception.

whoever you are,
obviously you hate me for some reason.
i'll juz write down some facts aite.

1) I dont have contact to any sirs, or enciks for the past three wks. so how to angkat?
2) I dont see any reason to sabo. I dont hate nobody at camp.
3) I dont go to camp last wk. Where i go, check ur sources first.
4)The computer you are using is a family pc, powered by singnet. No credit card transaction was done over the internet, hence i cant trace who exactly are you.
5) None of my ns friends know about my blog. Anyone who are connected are either Dz, Eyn, Hilmi, Asri, Fiqah, or friends of them.

You went on and on expressing ur hatred for me. I'll not reply to ur childish old-skwel swears. I believe everything has a reason that happens. Right now, i am asking.

Why are you doing this?
What do you get in swearing?

For months, i dont really have time for friends and family, ns took alot of my time. I suppose you hated me, and what happen in ns has nothing to do with it. If there's something that you aint happy, why even bother reading this blog.
I could just delete my shoutbox, avoiding whats really going on. But i wont. Because you deserve to be heard. You hate me for a reason that i totally dont know. My friends are few, none knows what happened. So right now, i'm listening.

Why are you doing this?